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#english_grammar_in_use

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#im_enough_of_speaking_about_the_same_thing

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Im a big sister. I love my little brother so-o-o much! His name is Misha. But we call him mr. Goslin.    ,      .

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#dejected #



  Miss Pauline   ,    ,    ,   ,       .      , .   .   ,  ,     .    ?  .    .

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#my_new_life #agnia #my_family

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#agnia #my_family


 

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#my_family


 

My family and my friends.

My family is neither big nor small. My Dad called Dmitriy is an operator of medical equipment and a taxi driver (part-time, mostly in the evenings), my Mom called Xenia used to work as an editor of a womens magazine but now she is looking after my little brother Misha. We are happy to live with our Step-Grandma Agnia. We would like to have a dog, a cat and some cute kittens and puppies more. But we cant.

I dont have any friends yet. I hope I will.



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#my_family #miss_pauline



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#my_family #miss_pauline



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#miss_pauline_is_my_family

#____



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     ,    ,       .   ,     Dream a little dream.

		Stars shining bright above you
		Night breezes seem to whisper I love you
		Birds singing in the sycamore tree
		Dream a little dream of me

		Say nighty-night and kiss me
		Just hold me tight and tell me youll miss me
		While Im alone and blue as can be
		Dream a little dream of me

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, 



#my_family



     ,   ,    ,    . I will not write the word  anymore. I promise, miss Pauline.   ,       ,         . I beg your pardon, miss Pauline.  ,   ,    : , .     .

I love you, miss Pauline.


* * *

#enigmatic #my_family # # 



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#angels #my_three_kings


 

Can anyone prove that he saw a real angel? Does an angel really look like a weightless miserable creature with two or sometimes seven white wings on his back? I dont think so. He might look like a panda. Why not? Who knows? Eh?! Or an angel might look like Dr. Nathan, who wears his green surgical uniform and a funny colored cap with plenty of little birds. I always wanted to ask what birds he had on his hat. And when I was leaving the hospital, he came to cuddle me and to see me off. An he was without his cap. He said, come on, let you never know what kind of birds I have on my hat. And he embraced me. Eh?! I tell everyone that Nathan is my Pygmalion. And my angel. So are dr Slava and dr Vareniy Alexeyevitch.

And some more angels can look like a little boy, who was born specially to save his sisters life. nd like an exhausted man Dima, my Dad, and like a beautiful woman with a strained anxious face, my mother. And like an elderly lady, Agnia, who is nobody to us and everything to us. And like a bold, ridiculous lady, who runs to smoke to the end of her garden, because her strong cigarettes smoke is dangerous for me

So angels are different. They have different faces, different characters, but one thing is similar they are angels.

Miss Pauline, you told me to write the truth, didnt you?[1 -    ?   ,         ,        ? , ,   .    , , , ,  . ?    ?              .    ,       .           ,      .   ,       ,   .   .   .   ,     .   .   ,        .       ,   ,    ,     ,  ,        ,  .     ,    ,  .  ,  ,       ,           .    ,  .    堖  . ,     ,   ?]



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#one_small_step_for_me_is_a_giant_leap_for_my_family

#_________



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#my_family_and_other_cats

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